Well I have not been very good at this lately, I just haven't had much to say. I feel like what I am studying is for me right now, maybe I will feel like sharing soon. As for my life, I really have had all the time to blog as I have wanted, I just haven't wanted too. Sometimes you just feel like being by yourself and not telling all. Who knows why I have felt like this. I have been enjoying my kids is why I do know, I started the first of July not working at the store behind the counter for the rest of the summer so that I could have some time with the kids before Shane starts school. I can't believe I am even saying that it seems like last week we were bringing him home from the hospitol. I know I have another child, but it still feels like it has went by too fast. He is getting so big and by that I mean he has went from a little boy to a little man. For example wed. I was driving and Brylee wanted me to do something so I turned to get something from her while I was driving, I was doing what she wanted me to do, and he didn't think that I was paying attention to my driving and said " mama do you need me to drive while you do that." LOL He is getting too big, ya'll just wait yours will be this big before you can blink your eyes.
Brylee turned 3 on the 13th she is so funny, we had her birthday party the sat. before her birthday so on Mon. she got up and I said it is your birthday, happy birthday. and she said when is my party today. I don't know how she is going to handle Shane starting school she thinks she is going to. So I am going to put her somewhere a couple times a week, I think she will enjoy it. I am not going to know what to do without my kids with me all the time.
Shannon and I will be married 11 years on the 1st of aug. I have been with this man since I was 12 years old and I could not image ever not being with him, I love him more every year. He is my soul mate and I think God for him everyday. The Lord put him in my life because of where my life was about to go and he need me to take a different road. My parents got divorced and my life turned upside down, not that it was stable with and alcoholic for a father, but it was normal to me. I seen alot of things during that time, but Shannon and his family always treated me like I belonged to them and it made me realize that you didn't have to live life like I had. Renata and Mickey have always treated me like I was there daughter, they have always made me feel like part of the family, not just them though Shannon's grandmothers and aunts and uncles always did too. I could not imagine life without them. I know most people don't find there someones when they are 12 or even 20, but I am thankful for the Lord allowing me to find Shannon when I did.
